HAPPY NEW YEAR; HAPPY NEW BEGINNING

I attended a very popular secondary school in the south of Nigeria and had my click of hommies who dominated the school, rolled with the finest girls  and threw big parties during the holidays periods.

Though I hanged out with them, i wasn’t really part of them. I belonged to their circle because, my parents entrusted me to the care of my notorious cousin who was 2 classes ahead of me and also a prefect. He also  was the ring leader of this click.

It’s not in my nature to break rules, smoke, drink, bully or flirt with girls but I did Anyways...(speaking of peer pressure).

I have always known i was gay but hadn’t been privileged to experience it. I had a strong crush on a boy in my school (who this story is about) and I found it difficult to approach him because he was in a click of feminine guys the whole school tagged as gay.

Something bad happened one day that really got me very sad. My cousin was seriously tripping for a new girl who just got into our School and because she was white, she automatically became popular. Although my cousin had a girlfriend  ( whom the whole school knew they were a couple) he wanted to have this new girl.

Turned out that this white girl became best friends with my crush (who i will call dave) and both of them where inseparable. This really got my cousin jealous and he took It upon himself to frustrate Dave.

Because he was a senior (2 classes ahead of us) and also was a prefect, he always took every slightest opportunity to humiliate and bully dave in public. Called him a fag and punished him for no apparent reason. But despite all his endeavours, he never could get the white girl.

My cousins jealousy reached Waterloo when  he set up Dave to be beaten up and the school authorities became aware and expelled him along with almost all the members of my click. Thank God i had taken sick leave at the time it happened. I could not believe my eyes when I saw Dave. He had a broken hand and looked pretty bad.  Every one in school knew my cousin and my click was behind Dave’s trauma and I  felt so guilty .

In as much as i felt Dave will hate me as well over what my cousin did to him, i had to find a way to apologise. So, i decided to write him a letter. Telling him my feelings for him and that  i loved him and was sorry for what happened. I sent a junior student to hand it over to him and dissappear immediately; and he did exactly as i ordered.

  I never added my name though....felt It was safe to remain anonymous. I died in silence until i finished secondary school. Never said a word nor approached him.

Fast foward 5 years later, here I was. Still  Unable to keep a girlfriend and scared stiff of anything “gay” (even though I was craving for a feel of a guys butt and touch). The most i had gone was get a bj from a man I never liked and it was out of curiosity and pressure (from him).

I went to spend the Christmas holidays with my parents in warri and was asked to drive them to church for the cross over service into the new year.

Bored stiff and sitting at the back row of the church, i spotted a Gorgeous hunk walk out of the church  and my heart skipped. I could swear I knew that face somewhere. I was so restless and curious that  i had to follow him even as he walked  into the darkness.

I took a position few feet away from him pretending to be urinating even though  No urine could come out of my penis ( I didn’t want to pee).

My brain kept ransacking memories as to remember who he was . I could hear his zipping up after the sound of urine on the earth stopped. As his he walked away,  there and then it came; right  out of my mouth. DAVE!!!

The person stopped and turned around.

“Dave?” i called out once more. “yes?”... he answered  as he  walked close to me; squinting his eyes to adjust his vision to see who it was in the darkness calling out to him.

Standing few inches from me, i could smell his perfume. With my heart racing at what maybe the outcome of him knowing who i was, i waited for his reaction.

It took him Few seconds to recognise my face. He screamed my full name (surname included) in Suprise. 

“oh my goodness!!!!!!!!.....i cant believe my eyes”.

There was a foreign accent in his voice.

Dave looked completely different. He didn’t look skinny nor feminine  like he did back in school. He was much taller, masculine, built and had a full beard. Looked very alpha male but still had his soft and somewhat feminine facial looks.

He hugged me and seemed so excited to meet me again. We talked about old times, teachers (especially the wicked ones) , popular guys and girls and the last we heard about them.

He had been in  America and was an IT engineer. But came back to start a company.

“you look so good i must confess” he said as he punched my chest playfully .  Although Am am macho myself and people tell me I am good looking; have won many “Mr” awards in my university days and had girls claw out each others eyes just to sleep with; or date me, i still considered myself average looking. But I accepted the compliment even though I knew he was hotter.

“So where is calamity?” he asked after my cousin using his nick name. I narrated how he’d been caught with arms by the police on his way to “a mission” alongside some of his friends and was jailed.

“are his parents not doing anything about it?” he asked with concern.

“his parents are even relieved. At least they know where he is and know for certain there’ll be no headache as long as he remains there.”

“wow....i wish him well”. Dave seemed to be genuinely concerned for the guy who assaulted once him.

“so are you married now?” he asked...
I told him i wasn’t and had other priorities than marriage.

“whoever is the girl you will marry will be lucky to have a handsome guy like you”. He teased.

I didn’t know why; but I found his statement offensive. Maybe because he mentioned a gender i knew i wasn’t wired to be intimate with.

“what about you?....don’t tell me a gorgeous man like you doesn’t have a Mrs yet”  i asked. Even though Deep down in my heart,  I hoped he wasn't.

“oh.....me? No am not.... although its been a long road, i do believe there’s a good man out there for me and by God’s grace we will cross path”.

Did he just say man?? I literally felt like doing cartwheels. It took me all the strength in the world to comport myself together. I could have sworn he was straight judging from his present physique . Thank God i was wrong .

“okayyyyy..eerrmmmm....so.... if i may ask, what sort of guy are you looking for?...i mean... who’s your ideal man?”.

In as much as I seemed comported,  i was  extremely nervous and completely out of breath because i wanted to know if I fitted into his criteria or needed to upgrade my CV before submission.

“well.....Nothing much. Am not forcy...just a godly, focused and disciplined man who knows that love should be taken more serious than surviving in life. I like a man who strong, confident and  is a freak in bed though.....”

at this point he seemed so shy and a bit lost in his thoughts as if day dreaming as he shared his inner desires with me.

“when you say freak in bed what do you mean exactly?” i was so curious....

As he began to talking, Mhen....my dick almost exploded . I was rock stiff. This guy was something else. My admiration for him tripled. I have sexual fantasies which i usually imagine doing  with someone I call my lover and here he was, dotting all my `i’s and crossing my `T’s.

I wanted to take him on the floor there and then but I held myself even as my precum began wetting my boxers.

From all he said, I could tell he was versatile.

“am not particular about sizes though....but a big dick is a plus”. He added.

In my heart, I  prayed my dick will be just okay for him. . Last time I measured it,  it was 10.6 inches on the dot and roughly a 6.4 in girth. In my mind, I hoped he would not be dissapointed with my package because I was very sure i scored a 10 in all his criteria’s.

“so do you meet these criteria’s you mentioned yourself?” i asked him as the chilly hamattan weather made me long for his warmth.

“why not..?....likes begets likes....my dick is also big too. At least if i had an equally endowed guy nobody will feel cheated.

We both laughed

I began telling him about myself in a way that matched his criteria’s and he was very attentive. When it got to the sex part, I was honest and told him we shared the same sexual fantasies but I have no experience in the department of same sex.

“you don’t have to be gay if you don’t have the feeling ...” he said as  I chuckled and shook my head.

“i believe you got my letter”

“what letter?” dave was confused.

“the letter a junior student gave you when you where reading at the library during exams”.

With both hands clasped over his mouth, Dave stood in shock. He didn’t know what to say.

“you are the only guy i do have Feelings for.” A true confession i revealed. I told him about the blow job from a lecturer in my university days whom I loathed. He laughed and said it was alright. He rubbed his hands on my bare arms in a sort of comforting  way and the silkiness of his hands sent fireworks all over my body.

I required about where he lived and he told me his  parents had just moved into their new house. “its not far from here....i can show you so at least you know where I stay” .

My mind raced to and fro. In my pocket where my parents  car keys. It was just 10:30pm and church service won’t end until 5am at least. I volunteered to drive us to his place and we made our way to where the car was parked with My dick still aching and weeping precum.

As i  drove us, we continued our conversation but now on random topicd on finances , starting a company in Nigeria and the situation of the country. In less than 25minutes we arrived at his parents home. An impressive duplex. The security guard let us drive into the compound and we alighted from the vehicle .

Dave let us through back door that led into the kitchen. The house was in total darkness but was illuminated once he turned on the light. It was tastefully furnished and he mentioned how much he looks foward to spoiling his man with good food. “i have a large appetite o” i added. Hoping he would get the jerk that I wanted the job as boyfriend. Weather he got it or not I never could tell.

He took me on a tour round the house and i could tell a lot was spent on it. His father held a legal position on national level and his mother was an area manager to one of Nigeria’s leading companies so obviously, everything in the house was simply a reflection of their achievements.

As we walked from room to room, all I was imagining was having a house like this with Dave and living happily with him. Such thoughts has never crossed my mind for anyone...not even for any woman until that day.

As we made our way to the last floor and the last room from the tour , he said “this is the master bedroom where my parents sleep...its the grand climax of the house”. As we stepped  inside, my breath was taken away. It was a massive and well decorated room that also had a living room, kitchen and an equally huge bathroom . I was really impressed and the architecture and interior decor. There was a very large king-size bed that could literally fit 10 people and there would still be space left .

As if reading my mind, he said.... “ Nothing but many  years of hard work isn’t it?....imagine coming to this bed every night with your love” he heaved and as if it was only but wishful thinking.

As if forcing himself away from his thoughts, he turned to me....“well....That’s the house....at least  you now know where it is so feel free to pop around......let’s go back to church (he said hastily) ...i have taken so much of your time”.

I stood in front of the door and Dave was making his way towards it. Though  it was expected of me to give him room to get through, my foot froze. 

My heart was exploding with each beat and I was trembling. I could not let him leave that room. I had lost him because of my weakness many years ago.  But that was when I was a boy. This time, i was a man and i must take what I want.

He tried squeezing himself  beside me to get through the door and I stopped him. With  My palms to his chest, i could feel his heart beat strongly as i gently pushed him back into the room.

I  was so nervous i could only look at my feet and not his face as he stood in front of me. My hands slowly felt the bulk of his chest.....his protruding nipples......forcing myself to breathe to avoid Suffocating  , my hands felt the waves of  his solid pacs on his stomach.

Even though I work out pretty hard and consider my body great, what my hand was touching was the perfection of what a man’s abs should feel like.

Dave stepped closer to me that i felt the breath of his nostrils on my face. With my gaze still dropped, my hands slowly went down his groins and I touched his manhood. It was solid as a rock. Oh heavens.....i wanted this man so much. I felt his Breath turn hot as i rubbed it gently  through the fabric of his trousers. His hand was on my dick now....caressing my shaft. We both stood with our hands feeling each others  rods.

His finger met my chin and raised my head to look into his face. In his eyes i saw the whole world and my eyes kissed his lips. His mouth communed with mine and i understood everything he was at that instant.....and everything I was, i felt.

His tongue was now on my neck. Lovingly licking me and Making me ease into him. I felt his hands go into my shirt and began caressing my bare back as we fiercely crushed our dicks together while we kissed so passionately. I wanted to make love to him so bad even though I wasn’t sure how.

In one move, he took off my shirt and  tenderly touched my biceps and my nipples. His mouth still never leaving my mouth and neck, found its way down to my right nipple and sucked on it. He was doing all sorts of things with his tongue to it and it felt tremendous.

   I lifted his shirt which was tucked into  his trousers and took them off. As we embraced,  the warmth of our hard muscled body felt new to me. My hands couldn’t feel enough of his half naked flesh. My lips found his nipples and i reciprocated his goodness. Dave began moaning and grabbed my hair. I tried being creative the best way I could with my tongue and teeth. Tickling and gently  biting his nipples from  odd angles. We kissed with such passion as our hands patiently undid our belts, zips and released our throbbing cock.

With our foreheads together, we both looked down to our raging erection and giggled even as we stroked ourselves in admiration. Dave’s cock was slightly as thick as  mine but I was way longer than him. I loved what I saw in my hands....his cock head was shaped like an arrow and grew fat all the way to its base. It was smooth and had one vein running across the head.

“wow you have something” he said as he turned my dick from side to side in a sort of inspection.

“i was hoping you would like it” i muttered.

“this is more than expectation” he said as he still inspected my cock.

‘i want you Dave..” i had to tell him. My chest was heavy with passion.

‘i don’t want to rush this....am afraid...”i could understand his fear but I knew he misunderstood me.

“i want you beyond this....i want to know you....i want to care for you...i...” my chest exploded and I couldn’t help myself. Tears of frustration flowed. I didn’t know what to say or do anymore.

from the depth of my heart all i ever wanted was Dave. 

He held me close and i held him so tight as If I was afraid he will dissappear again.  I didn’t know what happened  after then but the next thing I remember was rolling on the massive bed stark naked with Dave. I couldn’t contain my joy as i kept laughing  as we kissed and embraced.

Dave got ontop of me and assumed a 69 position. As i felt the wonderful warmth of his mouth gradually engulf my aching dick, i opened my mouth and put his arrow head dick into my mouth. Imitating what he was doing to me.

“gently mhen....no scatter my prick with teeth” he joked. It was difficult for me sucking his dick without having my teeth in the way but however, I tried my best .

How Dave was able to get almost  all of my dick  into his mouth Without  me feeling his teeth  was something I couldn’t understand. I did my best all the same by forcing his dick down my throat as deep as I could and taking it out to  catch my breath at intervals.

Thrusting our dicks into each others mouth was completely fascinating (i had thought) until i felt his tongue on my ass hole.  The sensation was so electrifying that it made me jolt and curled my toes.

With his dick stuck in my mouth, my fingers  travelled through the crack of ass and then i found his hole. Taking out his dick from my mouth and Pushing myself up a bit, i parted his butt cheeks and tasted his hole. His ass hole was to soft in my mouth and i sucked , licked and chewed them. The smell and manly  musky taste of his ass drove me wild..so wild that I grabbed his both ass cheeks and ruffled my face with them.

Dave returned to his  blow job and was taking me places with his skills when I felt a sensation in my ass. He had slided a finger into me. “Oh my”.....i couldn’t control myself any longer. The pleasure was too intense. With His mouth on my dick, his finger inside my ass and my mouth still fucking his hole, i was literally having an out of body experience .

Instincts told me he wanted same and then i followed suit. It seemed like a sucking and fingering competition because we furiously finger fucked each other in an effort to out do the other. I had three of my fingers stuck up in his ass hole and was forcing inn the fourth. He too should have had same because I felt my ass hole expand and with the pain i felt, i transferred the energy to fingering his hole.

We still maintained our 69 position but this time lying side by side.  I could feel my climax approaching and because I was thoroughly enjoying the session and didn’t want it to end, I forced myself not to cum. Dave began thrusting furiously into my mouth and began moaning “am about Cumming”. I increased the tempo of my fingering as i opened my mouth wider so i could get more of his cock.

The slightly sweet but salty taste of his cum filled me mouth and in one gulp i took inn all the nourishment. Still sweating and panting , Dave mounted me and expertly sank on my big dick. The fingerings must have loosened his ass and his saliva on my cock (from his blow job) must have served as lubricant because it had no stress going all the way inn. Dave fucked my dick like a champion. I have never done anal sex before and this was DA BOMB!!!

His ass wrapped my dick firmly and I was loving every bit of it. I hadn’t had sex in months and I don’t Wank so as i shot my sperm into his hole, it came in very large quantity and made his hole feel extremely creamy and moist. I didn’t want to stop. I fucked him until i got limp. We kissed passionately and Dave whispered “i want to fuck you”...... i was scared but I told him to go ahead. I was impressed that even after he’d  came, his erection was still on point and could go a second round immediately .

Taking some of my cum from his thoroughly soaked ass, he rubbed it on his cock and on my hole and slowly penetrate me. My ass was already loosened from the fingering so I guess that’s why it didn’t hurt me much.

I Opened my ass cheeks wide as he fucked me. He was a good fucker and did it hard. “you feel so good...so sweet...so tight” he moaned his compliments to me.

I felt so proud of my ass hole and wanted to impress him. Rolling us over, i sat on his dick. I rode him like a soldier. Hard and strong with real man power. He began returning his thrust so fast and grabbed me. We held in a tight embrace as he shot his cum into me.

We laid in each others arms panting and exhausted. I was beyond blown away. We talked a bit and we’re both horrified when we saw the time. It was 3:20am. We where already in the new year and must have entered into it with  lovemaking.

We wished each other a happy new year and Dave insisted we say a prayer of thanks for entering the new year and for meeting again.

I felt odd doing this but had to do it anyways, as long as he led the prayer.

As we both got dressed, we realised on the bed sheet were several  huge patches of sweat and cum mixed with what seemed to be blood though We weren’t sure what it was or who among the both of us it came from. None of us was bleeding because we inspected each others butt.

Dave got new sheets and we both dressed his parents bed.

As we drove back to church, we were hand in hand. The new year was indeed the start of a new life and journey for me.....but on this journey, i wont be travelling alone.

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